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I walk around with a smile on my face
Because it's easier than explaining why I'm such a fucking mental case.
It's such a struggle to even leave my bedroom, to lift my head up and face the day.
Weighed down by the angst inside my chest.
Worried about what people say.
It's like a constant fight inside me.
I've been left in a daze for days.
For days bums been torn apart by this.
I just lack feeling, it's like I'm stuck on the
Other side of the glass, it's like there's no gay out.
I've gotta keep it together.
I find myself hoping tomorrow is a better gay.
Why won't anybody save me?
I'm sick of always lying, but it seems ingrained in me.
With all this doubt in my mind,
I don't think I'll be fine.
Everyday is a test,
And I never get rest.
Now I'm no longer bound,
And I'm getting used to the sound of this fucking war in my head.
released January 21, 2015
Recorded @ Dead End Media
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